Mahu atau tidak? Gembira atau sedih? Nak yang itu atau yang ini?
Berfikir terlalu lama dan ended up dengan confusion. Mana satu yang terbaik untuk aku? Itu atau ini? Bila pilih yang ini, rasa sayang sangat nak lepaskan. Rasa sedih sangat nak tinggalkan. Kalau pilih yang itu, rasa bosan sangat nak tempuh. Rasa macam hilang semua cita-cita.
Ini tak ada kaitan langsung dengan boyfriend, atau kawan, atau keluarga. Ini soal hidup dan masa hadapan.
I really need someone to lend their ears, listen to my problem, my dilemma. I need him to listen this.. I need family member to help me.. I need friends to talk with.
Hmm...
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nape dear..?
remember me??
u still have me to lend my ears and my shoulders too..
youu say youu need someone to listen your problem ? so , i suggest youu story your problem to your family and best friends . so that , youu will feel better :)
To all of you : Thank you, guys! Thanks so much for care about me :')
Hello there Miss Syuhada!
I understand how you feel about your current state.
To introduce myself a lil, i'm an illustration designer, i do freelance as well and struggling to get into a contract based (long term) job for sometime now. (i'm not exactly an artist, it's a lil too fancy for me, but hey! i'm just an average Jane...)
My skills is anything alike yours, creating web pages and those techie stuff like you do! nuh-uh... i'm sadly more of 'visual-idea-person' that's my best skills and yet, even at my best (me thinks), i still do feel insecure about my capabilities to how am i to compete with the rest (OF THE WORLD!?) in such a vast industry such as art, design- the whole darn industry of creation to simply put it. Hence, why occasionally i came to your blog (out of luck, YAY!) and derived some aspiration to do a lil like what you do (just lookin! i like your stuff gurl!) :D
See!
you and many others just alike you have to face up to this industry with such steadfast, unwavering determination in order to keep up and there's no other way for you to stand out if you hide yourself away. i did that many times before (seriously, i'm a pro when it comes to 'hiding') and i was even more miserable than ever! (hence why i kept my name a secret... i'm always paranoid to the core-) :P
it's a steep journey up ahead for the likes of you and the likes of me too! you have to keep your mind and heart where it is best should be -that's within you and your 'faith' milady~~ :3 and you should accept and love what you to in order to find the joy back into your art of creation-juices to flow back into your life again once you see how things would just uncomplicated itself, it's all in the heart and mind yo! :) *haha!*
i'm also a person of faith
*meh* (don't start comparing me to mother Theresa though....) :'|
~and my biggest doubts are; is it alright for me to function in this industry where my principles may have to be swept under the carped on some occasion due to today's cultural exposures and such, that may deflects certain moralities etc.etc. *i hope you know what i mean* :/
The bottom line, 'that' and many other important stuff (reasons) to do, people have to live with, sometimes them things may seem more difficult, somethings just feels like it's hindering you from progressing or enjoying stuff that you do daily as you go.
Of course, if you couldn't kept your heart and mind straight where it should, you'll fritters yourself away doing a good deal of moping and hoping for things to go your way- that will only bring upon more misery in yah to bounce back again, but fret not my creative-friend! it is very normal to feel hopeless sometimes, we are human after all~
Good things will arrive to those intent to do good in this world (wah! preaching nampak)- keep that in heart and mind that you are never alone to face these tempestuous moments, just remember that there's always tomorrow to make better with; so, have faith in you and 'you-know-who', don't give up, keep moving forward! (^__^)
excuse me for using English- my BM is the worst... not that my English is any better- but it's definitely more accurate to my upmost honest concerns for your situation~ all the best to you miss Syuhada! ;)
p/s; if you're a-o-kay and my chicken-soup for the soul arrived too slow (this soup gone cold ya'know?... basi sudeh...) well~ stay cool anyways~ and be happy! tah~ tah! XD *lolz!*
-S.Z
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